Chances Are

August 7th, 2007 by jairi

everybody there?? me i’m just here, on my own..

this fast few days was soo soo soo boring, i can’t picture a perfect plan…

playin around, mocking some friends having pre oral sex…

wheter i want to change things or leave it as they were..

it won’t make a difference…

just wanna say thanks to you all for sharing the time you have..

understanding and being patient…

and sorry for the wrong things that or what i might have done…

thanks again..

until next post

“Trivial”

November 8th, 2005 by jairi

                                                                                                                        

"Trivial"

To be free is like a calm sea, alone but not lonely

The smell of freshness and the rhythm of the wind

Like a child whispering through my ear, all i can hear is silence

A language that was never had spoken.

It’s such a mysterious encounter, a wide variety of knowledge

That grasping out of the bucket, an unknown entity all that surrounds me

Strange but nevertheless of the ever growing dominant species

It’s just like, your on Fantasy Island, but it’s much better

A shallow box Square and Flat, an Insignificant Hamperring Narrowed Space

Perpendicular in a way in every pace

Deficiency of law and Principles that was never their and altered

Gust Lust and Gore and other Evil Phrases, Acquainted in time and again

Thus now you Know that we prevail, that’s all U know ‘N much better than it"ll be

For we cannot tell what would happen

Surfacing the Unknown it’s all a Mystery

myself

August 12th, 2005 by jairi

me myself, well for starters,i see myself of a senseless point of misunderstood.

i dont even encourage myself to explore new possibilites, the thought of it maim me.. learning ’bout something or somewhat everyday is like a curse to me, hope it’ll end.

i have fallen a couple of times fall prey unsuspectingly to this word they called love, and still i dont understand what the sense or what the heck?? not wantintg to keep on searching for that mystical moment of the tingling feeling that is possessing my very inner soul.. drastic measures is that what they call it???????????now my life is strange living on this pathetic little space, wonderin what is all about?